.Life's a Hc+!q..Let me show you how much i care.

2006-10-24T14:56:00.000+08:00

leave me out of this mind game.just stOp.
enough said.

2006-09-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

ramadhan is here again.
a lil different this year.

2006-09-08T16:31:00.000+08:00

trying my best to stay here, the safe zOne.
do not stray i said to me.
be content.

and..
sOmeone reminded me,"the most dangerous thing to want is MORE".

ok.ok.
i wOnt..i'll try at least..~

2006-09-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

......... ........ .. .. ... . . ..
..... .. . . . . .... . .. . ....
........ . . ..... ........
........ ..... ... ......

ONLY .yo u

2006-08-22T01:00:00.000+08:00

Smooth dreams in leaves
raised in teacup
Sticked down to sleep
like an envelope
filled up with words for you

Wrapped up in curls
sweet as the summer
cheek soft as a fur
grace in a slumber
beautiful wonder one

Soft beams from an early sun
on my truly beautiful one
shimmer from a Saturday sun
on my truly beautiful one

rise in the morning
shine 'til the dawning

Stretched out to breathe
down from the rooftops
sticked down to sleep
like an envelope
filled up with words for you

~beautiful one - the cardigans

2006-08-18T01:17:00.000+08:00

i met a thief.

2006-08-17T11:42:00.000+08:00

Cherish fOr everything has got a lifespan to it...

i miss zzin.
i miss Smudge.
i miss StageARTs.
i miss Contradictz(the pioneers).
i miss Cliff.
i miss the Arch Enemy.
i miss the Jackass group.
i miss MIT0101.

i miss a plenty.

2006-08-10T17:54:00.000+08:00

embrace it.
have faith.
believe.

am so looking fOrward.
the anxiety is overwhelming.

~taking my chance with a beautiful stranger.

2006-08-06T11:51:00.000+08:00

i have a habit of talking tO myself.
i love talking tO myself.

2006-07-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

not the right time.not thhere yet.
small.nOthing.incOmplete.
silly me.what was i thinking?

regret it.glad i did it.

managed to hold back the emotional turmoil within,hOlding on strong to reality.fighting the weakness.guesse i wuz toO focused on that,till it got me disracted frOm the mOment.

it didnt turn out beautiful.well,not that i expect it to but..the ending was abrupt.toO sudden.no catching ups.no updates.another source of distraction dampens it all.i didnt mean to.am sOrry.

i missed.
i yearned.
i learnt.
i understOod.
i felt.
i ignored.
i realized.

hence,
i walked.
i moved.

2006-07-17T14:56:00.000+08:00

its not me.
no longer me.

she stOle it.she.

2006-07-16T16:03:00.000+08:00

cOmpare not.for its never ending...~
be content.

2006-07-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

here's the thing..
been waiting for opportunities and chances.now that i have one knocking at the dOor, am thinking twice.i thought i wouldnt.i wasnt as euphoric as i should be.probably am more worried bout the responsibilities on hand and the eyes thats observing currently.should i stay in this pathetic cOmfort zone till it expires, or should i allow myself to the chance?nothing is certain.am skeptical.am i up for it?capable enough?but the opportunity is tempting.should i just let it slip away?this will or will not do good for me.i wont know till i decide.

2006-07-11T02:14:00.000+08:00

Recognise and embrace it when it comes, dont stunn it.

2006-07-08T16:09:00.000+08:00

Often i lament bout how weak i am without my comfOrts,
Often i lament bout the hatred and bOredOm
Often i lament bout the current hurricane
Often i lament bout the future worries
Often i lament bout how i should not lament.

still, mOre often i lament
dOnt you?

2006-07-02T05:38:00.000+08:00

tired.
bumped into the unexpected..

it wuz so weird~

2006-06-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

its a small small wOrld..~
singapore is small.

2006-06-22T09:44:00.000+08:00

I talk to you as to a friend
I hope that's what you've
come to be
It feels as though we've
made amends
Like we found a way
eventually

It was you who picked
the pieces up
When I was a broken soul
And then glued me
back together
Returned to me what
others stole

I don't wanna hurt you
I don't wanna make you sway
Like I know I've done before
I will not do it anymore
I've always been a dreamer
I've had my head among
the clouds
Now that I'm coming down
Won't you be my solid ground?

I look at you and see a friend
I hope that's what you wanna be
Are we back now where
it all began?
Have you finally forgiven me?

You gathered my dreams in
When they all blew away
And then tricked them
back into me
You saved me I was
almost dead

2006-06-15T11:49:00.000+08:00

he's not even a twenty,jobless,still living on mom's money and he wants to get married..with a twenty-4 year old.

oh well..

2006-06-12T11:07:00.000+08:00

i know what is gOing on.
my instincts usually wont fail me.
so,yes.i know.

2006-06-11T12:58:00.000+08:00

she misses him i think.out of the blue, she called out his name...i was shocked hearing it.she then came running to me with a photo album on her hand and sat next to me. she turned straight to the page of his picture which i didnt realize it was there still.she said something i don quite understand..suddenly, she kissed him(the picure)..after which she came to hug me and gimme a peck too..

then off she ran around the house calling out his name..~

now,that is randOm.

2006-06-08T13:52:00.000+08:00

i believe in karma.

2006-06-03T11:21:00.000+08:00

we lead a drama mama life..its true.

2006-05-31T17:40:00.000+08:00

Somethings are just temporarily misplaced at the back of our head.

2006-05-29T10:06:00.000+08:00

still shaken by wat happen.it came as a total shock.broken tooth.swollen cheeks.bruises.huge lump.head spinning.first time ever.cant get the scene out of my head.i shudder with each thought of the scene.~~i could still feel it.~~

and i thought the past was hell...~

2006-05-25T13:44:00.000+08:00

~take a moment if u dare, catch yourself for breath up there.
there's another life up there, and you should try it.

thought i wuz well..well to see those snaps.
guesse i was juz trying too hard to heal fast.
i will hence take my time..~

2006-05-24T09:22:00.000+08:00

late for werk -> cab
late for appointment -> cab
too tired -> cab
too lazy -> cab

frOm anywhere to everywhere cab cab cab..

40% or more of my monthly pay goes to the taxi company.this is a somewhat a serious financial prob i have to do something about.i mean seriously,i noe how much ive wasted but never really did give much serious thought on it till am like sooper dooper brOke.

i'll start soon...hopefully.

i gOt myself a new tOy today...=)

2006-05-22T17:01:00.000+08:00

bOredom.office pOlitics.lousy managemnt.
slOw working environment.irritating clients tt often get on my nerves.

oh well..am still learning.

2006-05-19T17:06:00.000+08:00

...be my escape.

period.

2006-05-17T09:03:00.000+08:00

no use pointing fingers now.damaged done.
leave out the details.blame on me.
thank you.
my sweet november.finetto.

2006-05-09T11:55:00.000+08:00

i was wrong..thought i was strong.
but am still not ready.
its not the time..yet.

had the hardest fall ever.
u, has wat made me today.
i am good on my own.

2006-05-09T11:39:00.000+08:00

misunderstood.steretyped.
and the blame dawns on me...

...and so he spoke.
i have to block out the thoughts of u, so i dont lose my head
they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
dropping little reels of tape to remind me that im alone
playing movies in my head that make a prono feel like home
there's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
an ounce of oeace is all i want for you,will u never call again?
and will u never say that you love me just to put it in my face
and will u never try to reach me, it is i that wanted space
hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didnt do for you
hate me in ways hard to swallow
hate me so u can finally see whats good for you

2006-05-07T03:52:00.000+08:00

the taste still lingers.strOng.will have to ignore the after taste.

i tripped.passed remarks i shouldnt.said things am not supposed to.did the nots and unintentionally let the usual bad habit happen.there goes everything..

yes,am still gonna ignore the after taste.

2006-04-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

two eventful weekends had passed.

then 080406,it was a short, enlightening trip.it seemed impossible at first..but yes i did it.too short.too fast.too many coincidences.still, i managed to relieve myself.real time a.l.o.n.e from everything else.the soothing breeze.if only i had it longer.unforgettable.i smiled at the doings ive done..and let out a sigh of relieve..great experience gained.

as i sit down and ponder..i ask.."god,wat have u in store for me...?"

2006-04-07T09:02:00.000+08:00

hold my breath.ignore the siren.
taking my chance with a beautiful stranger~

2006-04-06T11:13:00.000+08:00

one day more...i cant wait.
the anxiety just keeps pumping.

2006-04-02T04:15:00.000+08:00

..I like not only to be loved, but also to be told that I am loved. I am not sure that you are of the same kind. But the realm of silence is large enough beyond the grave. This is the world of light and speech, and I shall take leave to tell you that you are very dear...

2006-03-31T00:46:00.000+08:00

at this point of my life,i am still nothing..nowhere.i yet to achieve that certain something in life.something fulfilling.something that makes me feel good abt at the end of the day.something that makes me eager to start the day with.

guesse its not my time yet to be there and feel high~

2006-02-27T13:46:00.000+08:00

So if you're careful
You won't get hurt
But if your careful all the time
Then what's it worth?

2006-02-26T05:13:00.000+08:00

sometimes it is juz too hard of not thinking of the worse.sometimes it is juz too hard making believe of the otherwise.one step,two steps..one day at a time..

2006-02-17T11:03:00.000+08:00

I'm catching up on my life now. praying hard nothing will be a hurdle in my life from now on. Not anything. Not anyone. It is time.

2006-02-10T16:30:00.000+08:00

in the insomniac darkness, i sleep with my eyes staring at the ghost of our tomorrow.am diving at the deepest.save me..save me.

2006-01-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

suit to change or change to suit?

2006-01-03T01:26:00.000+08:00

a new year.a new beginning.
insya-allah..

happy two-thousand-6.

2006-01-01T06:44:00.000+08:00

roll the carpets.draw the curtains.
burn the scripts.forget the lines.
fold the costumes and pack them well.
hang the mask,display them right.
show is over.well applaused.
say goodbye, awaits the new.

2005-12-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

How often or not does one mop in their sorrows in the hope of seeking some comfort out of it?How often or not does one be determined first to overcome his/her sorrows in order to really seek comfort?

shattered dreams cut through my mind.all the memories confine my head and bitterly i face the end.

2005-12-24T04:29:00.000+08:00

Dear GOD,
pls give me the strength to go through this.

so this is it.

2005-12-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

Pretty girls.
Always the centre of attraction.
Always the main focus.

Pretty girls.
Always receive more.
Always get pampered.

Pretty girls.
Always get away with things, easy.
Always showered with gifts.

Pretty girls.
No matter how ugly they are inside,
they are still pretty to many.

i wish i wish wish..
if only..

2005-12-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

Pls just stop this mind boggling game.
Just shoot me.

2005-12-18T15:34:00.000+08:00

"i found a hole in my favorite dress.didnt wanna discard it immeaditely, so i tried to sew it.it did good the first time and the second and the third.then the hole gets bigger subsequently as i tried to mend it.i should have thrown it away...but still i kept it.afterall it is my favorite dress."

2005-12-16T01:59:00.000+08:00

i am craving for mutton chop..western mutton chop pls..not indian mutton chop..

2005-12-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around
And he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Or seem to care
What your heart is for
I don't know him anymore

There's nothin' where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothings right
I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins
And now, I don't care
I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things That I can't touch
I'm torn

There's nothin' where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right
I'm torn

2005-12-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

aku kepingin menaiki Keretapi Tanah Melayu (Malaysian National Railway).

2005-11-01T02:23:00.000+08:00

everything will only fall into place when i have a job.

2005-09-30T01:57:00.000+08:00

she wants the nightmares to end.
been singing to herself to sleep though the heart is crying.
yet,the nigtmares continue despte the rule
haunting the mind, poisoning the content.
she thinks too hard that its hurting her inside.
retracing the times, recollecting the past.

2005-09-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

under my mask, fear abides
Once revealed,it will not hide
My true being,deranged and weak
Which side of me would u pick?

what lies yonder,are my uncertainties
manifesting the beauty of the complexity
within my walls,i fight difficulties
retreat, eliminate the entire memory

For you are my blood and bone
to the core of me a lifeless stone
Kiss my lips,hold me close
This is what i want the most

2005-09-10T02:02:00.000+08:00

hello stranger.....

2005-09-07T01:30:00.000+08:00

ive grown to realize that am actually quite a pessimist..to a certain specific issue especially. i'll NEVER outgrow the fear.

2005-08-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

she came today..i believe for a reason.
needless to say,there will be a new story.
my ears are hot and heart thumping.
i tell myself...watever will be, will be...

2005-08-06T02:27:00.000+08:00

am still finding my balance here.

2005-07-16T14:49:00.000+08:00

I have said nothing because there is nothing I can say that would describe how I feel as perfectly as you deserve it.And when I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy.

2005-07-15T02:36:00.000+08:00

am balding..

2005-07-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

it hurts.still,i dont understand.

2005-07-10T13:58:00.000+08:00

"..it didnt end..it just didnt continue.."

2005-07-10T13:21:00.000+08:00

I didn't mean it When I said I didn't love you, so I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go I didn't know nothing I was stupid, I was foolish I was lying to myself I could not fathom that I would ever Be without your love Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself Cause I didn't know you Cause I didn't know me But I thought I knew everything I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give To have you lying by my side Right here, cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio Saying to me "If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute This is too deep (too deep) I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface I only think of you And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song It ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you Need you back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby, please Cause we belong together Who else am I gon' lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me on the phone Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody better Oh, baby baby, we belong together

2005-07-08T02:40:00.000+08:00

The Game of Life, has dealt me an unfair hand.
After elaborate thought, I have decided that this is God's subtle way of playing a cruel trick on me. I cannot for the life of me think of any other probable reason.i have to accept it.

2005-07-07T03:53:00.000+08:00

WHY?

2005-07-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

And after all, what is a lie? 'T' is but The truth in masquerade.

thank you for the moments.been great.

2005-07-01T08:20:00.000+08:00

dearest self,

Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes.In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. What is it you would let go of today?

2005-06-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

liar.liar.liar.
pants on fire

2005-06-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

new plot. unexpected guests.rising actor.interesting melody.
and the drama goes on.......................

2005-06-27T12:55:00.000+08:00

the future of the cursed can never be good.the journey always seems intimidating.unknown.
nobody will ever understand.no one.

2005-06-24T13:26:00.000+08:00

the complexity is takin its toll out of me.i don understand.i cant.

2005-06-21T01:15:00.000+08:00

Making choices is one of the basic doings in life.There is no right or wrong choice.Cuz its your life you're living.Go for what gives u bliss.

2005-06-13T16:35:00.000+08:00

its about time...

2005-06-10T02:28:00.000+08:00

Please, come and find me, my love
I'm ready now, to come home
Please, come and find me, my love
Let's leave this place, let's leave no trace

Can you hear me, my love,
I'm shouting in the wind,
Can you hear me
Can you see me, my love, I'm drawing in the sand,
Can you see me
I hope that I'm still with you, as you are with me
You always will be

Please, come and find me, my love
I'm ready now, to come home
Please, come and find me, my love
Let's leave this place, let's leave no trace

Can you feel me, my love, I'm hurting so bad
Can you feel it
Can tell you about my thoughts, I wish that
You were hereDo you know it
The time that I've had, don't need anymore
You're the one I wait for

Please, come and find me, my love
I'm ready now, to come home
Please, come and find me, my love
Let's leave this place, let's leave no trace

Please, come and find me, my love
I'm ready now, to come home
Please, come and find me, my love
Let's leave this place, let's leave no trace

My Love-Lene Marlin

2005-05-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

"....he who angers you,conquers you"

2005-04-27T10:48:00.000+08:00

weird crazy antics got me worried.
learning trust.

2005-02-18T13:37:00.000+08:00

was reading and came across this ...

"Love was the urge of the soul inspite of the body..."

2005-02-07T13:38:00.000+08:00

.digicam.dvdplayer.lingerie.clothes.shoes.flipflops.
.levis.minicooper.diesel.jeans.workingcomp.home.
.newmobile.perfume.esteelauder. bangkok.polo.
.haircut.hugo.sonyericsson.addidas.drivinglicense.
.bali.moreclothes.australia.newhaircolor.holiday.
.j'adore.europe.fossil.spa.massage.france.guitar.
.samsung..earrings.nokia.lancome..seed.vespa.
.accesories..babycologne.yslbabydoll.purse.
.birkenstock.newbikinis.aeromatherapyset.
radicallamps.movies.newquilt.newbed.swatch.

2005-02-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

my comp's hopeless.
i need a new layout.soon.real soon.

2005-01-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

Ava Adora

What if the sun refused to shine?
What if the clouds refused to rain?
What if the wind refused to blow?
What if the seas refused to wave?
What if the world refused its turn?
What if the stars would hesitate?

What if what is isn't true?
What are you going to do?
What if what is isn't you?
Does that mean you've got to lose?
Digging for the feel of something new

What if the silence let you dream?
What if the air could let you breathe?
What if the words would bring you here?
What if this sound could bring you peace?

What if what is isn't true?
What are you going to do?
Digging for the feel of something new
What if what is isn't you?
Does that mean you've got to lose?

It came from your thoughts, your dreams and visions
Ripped up from your weeks and indecisions

What if the sun refused to shine?
What if the clouds refused to rain?
What if the world refused to turn?
What if the clocks would hesitate?

What if what is isn't true?
What are you going to do?
What if what is isn't you?
Does that mean you've got to lose?
Digging for the feel of something new

Does that mean you've got to choose
The feel of something new?
Does that mean you've got to lose
The thoughts you cannot lose?
What are you going to do?

2005-01-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

my heart is dominated
i will adore the moments forever.
but will the joy be continual?

2005-01-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

2004 has been eventful.
hello 2005..

2004-12-30T15:26:00.000+08:00

The death toll has been increasing each time I check the updates on web and it's really heartbreaking to imagine all the sufferings over those disaster struck countries.

2004-12-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

my condolences to all the affected people in this tragedy.i am sorry for the lost of many lives. may they rest in peace.

ALL ABOUT TSUNAMIS
-Usually caused by a massive earthquake under the sea, tsunamis are in effect a series of travelling ocean waves which can wreak severe destruction on low lying coastal areas.

-According to US geophysicists, the earthquake that unleashed deadly tsunami waves on Asia, was so powerful, it made the earth wobble on its axis and permanently altered the regional map.

-According to one expert, it may have moved some of the smaller islands off Sumatra's coast, by as much as 20 metres and USGS. Expert Ken Hudnut told the AFP news agency, that a 20-metre shift is considered a lot of a slip. He says the north-western tip of the Indonesian territory of Sumatra may also have shifted to the south-west by around 36 metres.

-Another expert at the National Earthquake Information Centre in Golden Colorado, said it was more likely the islands off Sumatra had risen higher out of the sea.

-Tsunami is a Japanese word that translates as "harbour wave". It is not strictly speaking a "tidal wave" which describes the periodic movement of water associated with the rise and fall of the tides.

- Oceanographers call tsunamis seismic seawaves because they are usually caused by a sudden rise or fall of part of the earth's crust under or near the ocean. Less powerful tsunami waves can also be triggered by volcanic activity. They are most common in the Pacific Ocean.

-A tsunami is not a single wave, but a series of waves that can travel across the ocean at speeds of more than 800 km (500 miles) an hour. In the deep ocean, hundreds of miles (km) can separate wave crests; many people have lost their lives during tsunamis after returning home thinking the waves had stopped.

-As the tsunami enters the shallows of coastlines in its path, its velocity slows but its height increases. A tsunami that is just a few centimetres or metres high from trough to crest can rear up to heights of 30 to 50 metres as it hits the shore, striking with devastating force.

-For those on shore there is little warning of a tsunami's approach. The first indication is often a sharp swell, not unlike an ordinary storm swell.

-In 1883, a tsunami following the eruption of Krakatoa volcano between the Indonesian islands of Java and Sumatra killed 36,000. The tsunami's passage was traced as far away as Panama.

-In July 1998, two undersea quakes measuring 7.0 created three tsunamis that killed at least 2,100 near the town of Aitape on the north coast of Papua New Guinea.

2004-12-23T04:50:00.000+08:00

now u tell me,even if the one thing,the only one thing that keeps me going.keeps me happy is making me feel otherwise, wat is there left?
still,i keep on running back to it for comfort even though i noe i'll feel much worse thereafter.even though i hate it so very much NOW.
i mean,something that used to keep me sane,alive and kicking for years is making me feel all fucked up now.is it really me?or is it everything else?i noe ive tried my best,am trying my best to keep it all running in me again,but sometimes there's so much i can do..
i guesse i should just stop it.just stop dancing.but can i?

i want a new life.i need a new life.
i need to get away from the current life am living.i want out.
to a place where no one knows me.perhaps its better living a land with strangers rather than with those contradicting ones who's been lingering around..

2004-12-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

is thirteen really not a good number?

2004-12-17T03:17:00.000+08:00

there are so many that i missed..but the one that i miss most is my girl friend SHARON.

i miss the past, our memories, our shared stories.
i miss those times we used to spent together.
i miss those journals that we used to exchange.
we're both changed, grown now..
am just too scared to let u see the me now.

even with this friendship far apart,
ure more often in my mind and thoughts.
i love you and i miss u girl..
Have a Happy Birthday.

2004-12-16T01:34:00.000+08:00

i feel lost in my own territory..a stranger in my very own zone.

i need to get this paranoia out of my head.and the hatred towards myself is not helping in any way..in fact it seems to grow.period.

2004-12-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

sometimes somethings made me feel that ive not actually done much in life.in my life.nothin that ive done so far made me feel at the very least satisfied.twenty years of age and i still feel ive accomplished nothing.looking ahead,to which directions am i to go?

2004-12-12T03:22:00.000+08:00

i feel good today..=)

2004-12-05T14:14:00.000+08:00

am undergoing an emotional turbulance yet again.my heart is beating fast and my mind is in a whirl.god help me.people pls make me smile.i want me back.
i miss my other half.

2004-12-04T02:56:00.000+08:00

went to a friend's wedding this afternoon.honestly,i don quite fancy goin to weddings.something that i cant quite explain whie.its been a really long while since ive been to a wedding.the last was a wedding tt i was personally involved in as it wuz my brothers..and ttz like 2 years ago.it wuz my ferz time to a f.r.i.e.n.d's wedding.it wuz a beautiful experience.great food.joyous environment.its a chance for the old birds to display their long hidden talent with all the karaoke-ing sessions.strangely,i felt a tingy bit of sadness when the marhaban hit on the kompangs and harmonize on the verses of Quran. the exact same feeling i felt 2years ago during my brother's wedding.
Getting married is not easy as wat my better half said.true.being the unexpected best-man of the groom,he learnt and observed more than i did.he said,the wedding ceremony is more of satisfying the guests rather than the couple themselves.true-ness man.but still,its a wonderful memoir for each couple to keep throughout each of their lifetime.

Congratulations to both the bride and groom, suhana&zaki.best wishes.

2004-12-01T13:23:00.000+08:00

the past October and November had been eventful.hopefully this last month of 2004 will make a clean wrap up of the year.
hello december...

2004-11-24T13:25:00.000+08:00

i hate this la.i hate watz been happening in the family.and to think of watz gonna happen next,is excruciating.
wat a bitch life is...but still,its beautiful.

2004-11-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

i love kids.i wanna have loads of kids.i believe i'll make a good mama.My dream is to have a family of my own.big one.with very own practices and traditions..i will give my kids wat ive missed.family potraits hanging on the walls endlessly..

2004-11-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

salam lebaran to one and all..
may smiles and laughter fill you up during this joyous occasion.

2004-10-22T13:16:00.000+08:00

am so bored with my hair.really.
and i nv get to do watever i wanna do with my hair.

2004-10-16T13:40:00.000+08:00

"Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within."

have i gotten off the mask of fear...?